If Only Everything Were Perfect . (:
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hias , why aren't everything be very perfect . ):
if it is , there will not be troubles . ):
i am sad . ):
maybe what Joey say might be right ?
but idontknow what to do !
ARGH !
i just dont understand .
am i just trying to escape from it ?
maybe if i solve it early , everything might be perfect ?
but it cannot be des .
): , sad .
very .
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everytime i just try to escape from the problem .
not wanting to have trouble .
but ,
i still have to face it .
very sad .
I am Confuse . ):
god , stop giving me troubles ,
i dont know how to face it .
i am confuse les .

Tears with no reasons ,
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hias ! 5 fail ! D:
promise myself to study well & score better in EOY ! ):
sad lah !
very , very ,very .
i dont know why now this few days ,
like got many trouble , but i dontknow what the troubles are !
very irrated .
every night .
lie on my bed ,
yet , i dont know why i cry .
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tell me why you are crying ,
i hate to see you this way ,
why dont you tell me why it hurts ?
i will do my best to make it better .
where are those tears coming from ?
why are they falling ?
just tell me why it hurts , tells me .
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just one last dance ,
before we say goodbye ,
when we swang and turn around & round ,
it like the first time .
just one last dance .

2 months wit ashikin;baby ! :D
Exam Results ,
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got back my some of my results . ):
only know ,
eng , chi , his , geo , maths & sci .
all this subject .
i have failed 3 subject & tht is his , geo & sci .
i suck at this 3 subject cans ?
totally sad lors ! ):
eng , i think is 53/100 and tht so miracle tht i pass ! :D
thn chi , 61 / 100 ! WOOHOO ! :D
thn his , i think is 30+ forgotten .
geo 43 / 100 ? i sucks !
hmmms , maths .
total i dontknow how to count leys .
so Maths Paper 1 is 43/70 &
Maths Paper 2 is 35/70 just pass !
HENG-ness ! :D
hehs .
okay left my lit & art .
tmr maybe going to know .
WALAO ! i think this 2 sure fail !
comfirm .
anw , thank jingjing~korkor ,
he cheer me when i got back my his & geo & sci .
cos fail . hahs , thankyou lots . (:
hias , sads !
tmr , wish to have a better day ! (:
&&& tmr remember bring tie ! , got assemble ! hate it ! );

Last Exam ! (: YIPEE ! :D
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okays , today went to sch .
no need si early cause early morning is home econ ,
and i didnt take , so 9 thn i go sch .
thn sprain my ankle so very hard walk .
samuel called me & ask where am i ,
i just came out of the lift only siak !
thn later walkwalkwalk .
freaking tired ,
last time not tht tired lah .
now felt so tired .
thn walk untill bus stop ,
saw wansiew , liyana , samuel , sohchwan & sunyi .
okay , they are good lah .
came out and fetch me ? hahs .
thn slack in sch for awhile .
thn many ppl came . (:
thn abut 10 , slowly walk back class .
thn saw mr lee there already .
Paiseh lah !
):
thn many ppl ask what happen .
Idiot samuel ,
he go tell ppl he play soccer wit me thn like tht ,
when i dont even play any soccer ? :O .
thn after exam ,
got the briefing for camp .
go back to tht same place .
hope i can get back my same trainer . (:
hahs ! :D
thn slack in sch ,
thn home-d .
and tht 3 boys follow me home .
Noisy lah ! :x .
but stil thankyou . (:

COCKROACH DAYS ! D:
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okays , today bad day ! ):
i sprain until my ankle .
Stupids ! idiot , pain lah .
hias , thn my leg can totally spot the differents ? :o !
lol , samuel called me & tell me what to do ,
thn was like toking ... whatever sians .
at market funny bodoh ! samuel ,
he dont know how sing , what the title ?
not sure lah , think is the what black sheep song ?
hahs , but he seriously dontknow how sing lah !
*faints .
);
longtime no hear yenfanq voice , sians . HER LAUGHTERS ! D:
sadd .
end here bah .
my leg pain lah ! ):

I HATE (someone) ! very much .
eyer , i hate him lah !
see , see , see .
later your eyeball drop out arh !
:O , he freaking bastard siol !
everyones he hate nows !
call people blanja him , thn somemore own people money .
then ask for money back , he cry ! WALAO ehs .
he sucks lah , YOU SEE EVERYONE !
even a passerby you also see , you pervert lah !
dont make me write your name bigbig , let you catch you one more time .
i say loudloud in front of everyone !
tell my whole family about you !
you force me to do it de !
youpervert ! ihateyou , dontyoudaretoletmeseeyoulookingatgirlsagain!
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hias ! i regrets , i everytime regrets . got my laughter back . now ?
heard the news when i came back .
totally shock .
cry , and cry .
ARGH !
like they often tells me ,
if you feel like crying just cry out loud .
i cry till no more tears , yet i still can turn the time back ,
god will not take pity on me .

Outing ,
:D , was fun lah !
meet ashikin at near my house busstop took 189 .
drop off tht time . saw someone like quite familar ?
and thn ask Shikin , is tht tavit . so shikin say why not we try shouting ?
thn we shout . & it really him . thn awhile later Liyana came .
thn 4 of us was like waiting for Sunyi & Sohchwan lah !
they lte for about 10mins ? forgotten . need to do 50 push up !
haven yet do lah ! );
thn late when up ! hahs , before we went up , we saw Vani sister !
:D , thn her sister was like wearing Vani class tee , thn shikin thought was Vani , thn she walk to there and say Hi Vani ! :D thn she turn around and faster walk away !
Because it not Vani ! :D funny lah !
thn finding place to study .
hahs , thn later Wansiew & Joey came (:
thn later Raj , after Raj came every funny things happen lah ! :D
End-here :D